i miss him.
everyday. every single second.
until i mad with my self.
i mad that i couldn't beside him everyday
pelukanku semakin erat ketika kendaraan perlahan mendekati rumah. kucoba memejamkan mata dan bergumam "ya Allah, boleh repeat hari ini nggak? i meed more time to be with him. i still miss him... pls i beg u."
feels like.. i can't facing this life without him.
i love him. a lot. with the deepest of my heart.
sampe rasanya gemes, kesel sendiri gitu tiap aku uda di rumah dan dia otw ke rumah. "Can you go back for me?"
sekalipun kamu bilang "i miss u too sayang.. kamu kira aku ngga miss you?"
it didn't help. bcs i think.. ur words can not changing anything.
pengen rasanya teriak "kamu nggak tau rasanya kangen kamu itu kaya gimana? kamu nggak ngerti ngarepin kamu buat stay di sebelah aku tiap hari sampe nanti nanti itu gimana rasanya? kamu ngga tau....."
padahal sejatinya, i feel u.. i kno that u want it too. we are the same. we want the same thing. but we couldn't make it right now.. may be next time.
ngarep gitu.. tiba2 dia puter balik and then telfon "Sayang aku di bawah yaaa.. i still miss you, wanna hug u." 😂
he is the one who steal my whole heart.
i love him. so bad.
and i want him exactly.
iya, ini soal rindu. jangan anggap aku kaya anak kecil kalau merindukanmu bisa sampai membuatku menangis hilang arah.
tapi memang, rindu itu....... cukup melelahkan pada akhirnya. cukup menyebalkan.
24/7 nggak cukup buat kita. i need more time. like i need you.
ini soal rindu yang melibatkan miliaran rasa yang berkecamuk dalam diri. aku rindu... kamu.
